typing out certain things makes me feel better.
im not really in a good state, im freaking tired, pissed n super sian of studying and i dun even have time to skate. today started on chapter 2 n i realised that i did this chapter a long time ago, n i rmbed that during that time, i completed it quite fast cos the teacher gave us revision notes which was super good. Just study from that paper is enough to get a pass or even higher. But the thing is, i have no idea where it is and now im super stress, this chapter has lots of long tables n i just screwed up one of them...sian later must redo. And im effing tired cos i couldnt sleep at all (maybe thats why im doing the first 3 chapters so slowly) and now i literally have NO MORE VOICE. Throat hurts like hell. Sigh, and although i said 10 days will go pass very quickly, it seems that 1 day havent even pass yet and i wish i can speak to him already. Yeah, then best: when he was leaving i cant even say bye to him luckily he called me or else.... Grrrr...too tired to think anymore....