its not that im assuming everything its just that i know whats going on but i cant tell u how i know so yea, i dun like ppl hating meee and e reason y i make so many excuses is cos im afraid of a relationship, i dun wan another relationship that will last for months, i wan one that will go on, i dun wan get played like a fool and thrown aside like some rubbish, i dun wan someone who lies to me breaks my heart n leave me to crumble to nothingness...all i wan is something simple, but will last a long time,i wan someone such that even if we do not meet often i know that the other party is not cheating on me. even if the person is stupid ugly poor so long as he understands, he doesnt cheat n loves me im totally fine with the person regardless of what others deem as flaws i will surrender my heart to everything if i have to:

if true love was a poison
i will gladly die from it
if it takes an eternity to obtain just a drop,
i will wait for it
then shall i loose myself in it for love is irrational
it will be my ecstasy n for it my life will be offered
as e price to pay for no love comes for free
n if i'm able
i will offer this heart as your poison
to release you from the wait